I wish there was some magic formula to make you materialize in front of me and show me all the love you feel as you unveil my mystery and gaze upon my face for the first time.
If not that I wish I could believe – wait not just believe – I wish I could hold for certain that one day I will meet you and make you happy. So terribly happy you will feel like your heart is about to explode from gratitude. Overwhelmed by my presence, as I will be by yours.
I understand these premises don’t happen systematically. I understand I am asking for the world to bend and offer me a tale on a plate. That is much more than the rest of us usually expect. Yet in my heart I can sense, there is no middle way for me to walk.
I know too much. I have seen so much. I have read as much. There are truths I cannot ignore. Life can be magic. Life is unique. Life is short. Life has so much potential. I want to realize it. I do not want to live half way.
Picture Credit: by B. a view of London from the top of Primrose Hill, captured on June 3rd 2016.