I am home now. Alone. Empty.
Life is unpredictable. So fragile. So persistent.
It is indescribable.
Kind of confusing really.
That’s is it. I am stuck
in a provisory state of permanent confusion.
Once this step is over, this undefined period of doubt
Will give way to an indefinite state of nothingness or
Some sort of transcending form of existence.
All bets are on the table.
I won’t place mine anywhere.
Never been much of a gambler.
I’d rather live by my rules for now,
Just actively grow,
And see or not see –
One day or never,
In this life and after –
Whether something or nothing awaits.
Sun piercing through foliage, captured with an iPhone 5S, HDR Settings, in October 2016, in Veynes, France.