There are days when I feel like I have all the time in the world. Days when I feel patient, when I have this idea that everything will turn out all right. And there are days like today, when I don’t feel like it is going to be okay at all.
I look at my life. I can see no pattern of openness. I am not meeting any new souls around the corner. I am not opening up. I am buried in my art. Exerted by my work.
My life is full. There is no room for the unexpected. There is no prospect of change. I see the same people at work every day, my friends, my family. No one new can ever pop up and sweep me off my feet in these conditions.
Time is flying by and I am stuck in a virtuous, vicious circle.
I keep feeling in your blank. Still your absence keeps popping back up.
Soul Lines - Diary of a Soul Writer 
this is so well written. I love it
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Thank you M 🙂 and thank you for being so reactive! You are always amongst the first people to like and comment on my posts. I appreciate your support very much ❤
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This is how much i love writing. It is not enough to just write, i have to admire the work of others cause there is so much to earn and emotions to feel.
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You need to read in order to write. That is how the best writers proceed and improve their work. You are on the right track 🙂 I love reading other people’s words too.
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We are great. yay 🙂
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Of course we are 🙂
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🙂
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I feel the same way from time to time, although I rather tend to daydream a lot. Then I get lost in my fantasy world and forget that it’ll never be the way I imagined. It’s kind of a circle too…
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We are two birds of a feather, my Little Raven ❤
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you seemed to have had a peek into my my tired soul and written down my deepest feeling with such clarity…..thank you for sharing…i feel somewhat lighter after reading this.
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Thank you for your sweet appreciation. I am glad my words could help ❤
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Oh I can very well understand this sad duality of life. One day you feel like you are on the top of the world and the next moment life just hits you a rock bottom, and you question yourself that if you ever will come out of this. Beautiful post B! Especially the last line, ‘I keep feeling in your blank. Still your absence keeps popping back up’. Exceptionally beautiful. 🙂
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Thank you T. 🙂 I knew you would get it. The last line is my favorite too. Thanks for your support it means so much. 🙂
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